im writing something deep again.. i feel so exposed when i write all my thoughts and secrets here, knowing people actually read it. this place is where i go when i need a break from life..
throughout these past weeks, i noticed our old high school group has been falling apart. its unfortunate that physical distance between all of us can cause relationships to fade. i once thought everyone promised to put up with anything that gets in their way, persevere and strife for the top. some of us had given up... kind of sad. everything happens for a reason i guess, but to be honest, is letting go the best way to solve our problems? im so disappointed...
i want to mention almost every single thing thats wrong right now. but its not fair to mention names, so i dont even know where to begin. i'll keep this to myself..? sigh
im not perfect either.. there have been things i've said that are wrong. i probably made some stupid mistakes too. but i will never devalue opinions of others. they're not accusations either. its a request; a request from a close friend. dont take it as if its a joke, its not a matter of lying anymore.. what use to be, will never be the same. i'm about to give up... let this be the end.. :(


this is the best picture of you guys. we never got a chance to take a picture with all of us. this is as close as it can get. :(