Today my family and Karens parents drove into mcmaster to see our future house! they came early so we went to Lime Ridge Mall. Didn't really shop much since it's kinda far and we needed to see the house in an hour lol other than that.. funny escalator story? :) When we arrived at the house we only expected 3 cars, ours, Justin's and Susane's. But 4 cars showed up, turns out Daphne and her parents came too! Startled us quite a bit, for a while we had no idea who the 4th car was.. landlord?? haha. There were 5 of us with our parents so that's already 15 people + Jen and Jason. Eva didn't go but just imagine just how cramped it was in that house.. LOL I wanted to take alot of pictures and videos but my camera died on me. Batteries ran out -.- so failll haha resorted to my iPhone but the image quality isn't the best; but yeah we'll live with what we have. We went to dinner afterwards with Karen and her parents. It wasn't that amusing.. Karen and I expected a full-out battle of our parents for the bill. Didn't happen Karen's dad just payed :( kinda feel bad since they gave us a 50$ gift card for gas money since my parents drive Karen in and out of mcmaster alot. At least they should let us treat them for dinner or something hahah oh well thank you uncle, auntie! Today was the last day I'll see my mom before she goes to hongkong for 3 weeks :( I'll miss her alot; I guess I can look at it as not going home for 3 weeks? Lol .. My parents really love me so much... Honestly whatever I ask for they would try their best to fulfill it. Everytime I ask them to drive in to mac to visit me, they do. It's time consuming and gas isn't really cheap these days. Even though I don't show it but I love them as much as they love me. I don't know what I can do to help them more except try my best in my studies. They said "daddy and mommy gor jat yum jau hai wun cheen, lei gor jat yum jau hai dok ho shu" translates to parents' responsibilities are to make money and my responsibility as their child is to succeed in school. Sometimes I feel like that's not enough.. There's so much more I can do but I'm completely oblivious to these things.. I never actually realized anything until I read jenny's blog. So sad lol but I have to thank Jenny though. She invited me to read her PRIVATE blog! Harharhar. But yeah. I will treasure what I have. Cause my parents won't be here for me forever... One day we will have to say our goodbyes so best to show them I love them soon :') when I look at some of my friends who have divorced parents, I feel really sad for them.. How can anyone grow up without the love of both parents.. It's hard to even imagine. I will never ask them about it, because it's not my business and I'm kinda scared I might make them think of sad times in their life :( all I can do is to support them I guess. Know where they come from and understand every situation to it's depth. Well I started writing this post in a happy mood idk why I'm crying now lol fuck I'm weak. I need my sleep :)